I know it’s getting close to the end of the school year. Teachers are more irritable, None of my classmates or I give a fuck. We don’t listen or do anything we’re supposed to. I’m even having more trouble getting homework done, because for some reason I’m thinking I don’t have to do it. Even though I do because I NEED to pass. If I don’t I’m in summer school. uh.. no thanks.
I need summer to be here. I need a car. I need a job.
And for some reason, I’m feeling like I’m losing a sense of security. Not with where I’ll live, but with my friends. There are some people I go to school with that I know I will never(or rarely) see after highschool. That depresses me. Some of these people are amazing, and then again, I wouldn’t mind if I didn’t see some of them ever again. For as extroverted and outgoing as I am, I never used it much. I stuck with what I knew. With who I knew. And now I’m stuck with who I know.
I need a goal that’s way out of reach. I need something to run for.
Cheers.
