That’s a good song, it is. How I love pandora radio…
Anyway. I’m without a prom date now. I can’t be mad at him because a person can’t help who they fall for (I know this part from experience), but really? I mean… we had plans before se even came into the picture. I can’t be mad at him though. He’s one of my best friends, but seriously? I’m pissed. I’m upset. And I’m sick of putting my trust in people. I’m sick of putting trust in myself.
I might actually have plans for tomorrow. My step-second cousin (fuck confusing famly relations… she’s my step cousin’s daughter) might give me a call after she gets out of school. I keep forgetting she’s a freshman.
I keep forgetting a lot of things. I keep forgetting that half of my friends are either younger or older than me. I keep forgetting that I’m a senior. I keep forgetting that I’m graduating in T-minus two months. I keep forgetting that I need a goddamn job. I keep forgetting that I will have to fend for myself soon. I keep forgetting that that’s what i’ve been waiting for for two years. I keep forgetting…
Why the hell have I been so depressed lately? Can someone please give me an answer?
